I suck. Yes. Seriously. I need to start writing more. I need to start working on my art more. I need to make more money. I need to get a real job.

I really just need a new lease on life. New scenery. New motivation and direction. Gonna get some head shots done. Thinking about going to an open audition or three in the bay. Do I think I'll get a paying gig? Who knows? Who cares? You never know what a director will see in an actor. I also need to get into my writing. I need to make it a part of my daily routine. The ADD is awful and without routines I accomplish nothing. That's why I stopped being able to put out any shirt designs once I had other stuff in my routine. I have my investment portfolio maintenance as part of my daily/weekly routine now and that's going a lot better. If only the market would make any sense for more than one day at a time I might actually make some money.

This is really a lot of rambling just for the sake of getting some of my thoughts on "paper". Also I hate leaving this damn site empty. Maybe I should just add writing to the time slot right after I maintain my portfolio. Easy solution? I think so.